Focus…that’s what I lack. Either that, or I’m ADHD and didn’t realize it.
I’m interested in so many different things: reading my Kindle, going to the beach, walking my dog, bikini modeling, swimsuits, fashion, Spanish literature, cooking, social networking (and how it impacts a business I don’t yet have ), you name it, it’s interesting to me. Even more so at the moment because I’m not trying to juggle school with everything else going on in my life.
I am probably the last person to sign up on Facebook, Twitter, etc. I just discovered Digg, Stumble and the other sites like it. What all those sites tend to do is constantly capture my attention like sound bites do on the news. I’m concentrating on 50 things at once, or more accurately, only giving each a portion of my attention. How would I handle all that if I were running a business or working full time? Not well, I’d imagine.
While there is undoubtedly a great opportunity to learn on all these sites, to make new ‘friends’, to ‘network’, I wonder if trying to juggle all of that at once is keeping me from being excellent at any of them? I have to say that I admire those who are managing to multi-task to that extent. I just don’t know if I have that innate ability.
I realized that I’m doing all this ‘networking’, but my blog isn’t linked anywhere and no one is reading it. I can understand running away once you start, but you’re not coming here. It’s disjointed and, IMO, boooring. I can hold a fairly intelligent conversation in person and I can write a passionate post on a discussion board, but I sit down to blog and everything just flies out of my head.
Time to decide exactly where my priorities lie and where I should be spending the majority of my time. At this point, all I’m doing is having some fun, but not profiting (in a non-fiscal sense) in return. Heck, I can’t even figure out how to get follow buttons, facebook and twitter links onto this page. Hopeless!
Will I just throw up my hands again and head to the beach to work on my tan? At least I have a shoot scheduled for this weekend with a good photographer for a bikini site, I have to bring my own..which one to choose? I think I suck at decision-making, too. LOL

Back to the Beach? Or the Drawing Board?